I
don’t know why I wrestle with issue in the night but I do. At such
times I lose sleep and for me that is not good. The loss of sleep is
not good for me but what is worse is my lack of faith. You read
correctly there are times my faith is lacking. Behind all of this is
that I want my way and do not want to wait on God. One of the
hardest prayers to pray and live is the one Jesus prayed when He was
facing the cross. He prayed ‘Thy will be done.’
I
need to learn to pray that prayer more. It really is the one prayer
that never fails. I may fail to pray it like I should but I am doing
better at it than I have been in the past. Perhaps one of these days
I will sleep like a ‘child’ of God and rest in His care.