Today
is a rough day for me. It is not that anything has happened or will
be happening to me that is causing this to be a tough time. It is
all in my head. During my morning walk I started to think about all
the things that are piling up on me and all the things that I don’t
like about where I am at in life. Before long I was throwing a ‘pity
party’ for myself. As I sit here writing these words I know I am on
the wrong path and yet this is one of those times that it is
difficult for me to get out of this place.
However,
I do know that this feeling will soon pass and it is just a feeling
not reality. The reality of my life is that there is so much to be
thankful for and so much to rejoice in. I think I will start to
count my blessings because I know that when I do such a thing my
whole attitude begins to change. It is amazing what the mind can do
or should I say what God can do with a mind that looks at His
goodness.