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10/13/10
wish I could be better
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Posted by: site admin @ 7:21 am

   Sometimes I wish I could be a better leader.  At staff meeting today programs were presented that I had questions and concerns about their cost effectiveness.  Of course, I realize that one cannot put a price on a changed life.  And I would be the first to admit that I do not always know how or the way God ‘works.’  So, I am sure that the staff wondered about my faith and vision.  It is budget time and I am sure I seemed like a keeper of the money bag.  Now I sit at home wishing I had been a better leader. 

   So, I not only am thinking I am also taking this time to pray.  I am asking God for forgiveness for a prideful attitude that thinks I know it all.  I am also praying for God to guide me as a ‘lead’ pastor.  Believe it or not, I do not have all the answer and I do not function in a perfect way.  But on a positive note I do know a perfect God who works all things (even my ways) for good.  Today I am thanking God for being God. 

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