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The phone was ringing. At first I thought it was a dream then I realized that my cell phone was actually ringing. It took me a minute to figure out that it was my sister talking. She was upset. My dad had to be taken to the hospital by ambulance. He could not walk or talk. I took the information in but really did not comprehend it. I made several calls to my sister and my mom. It looks like that my dad has had a stroke and one that is serious. This is not something my dad would have wanted. He has always been so strong and independent. Now he cannot even take care of himself. My heart is broken and my mind confused. What can I do? Should I do this or that has been racing through my mind since I heard the news. I have talked with God and told Him my wishes. Although I am not even sure of what I wish for. I would like it all to be a bad dream and not real. But it is real and I must face the truth of what is going on.
I am realizing again that life is in God’s hands. So, I ask for your prayers and I ask you to pray for me. May I have the strength to realize that only God knows what is best for me and for my dad. It is in His hands as is all of life.
July 28th, 2009 at 3:45 pm Steve and I have you and your family in our thoughts and prayers. God will guide you.