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Today
I am trying to wrap my head around a subject. I wonder how much I
trust. I find myself reacting more out of fear at times than out of
love. So, today I am asking God to give me more of His grace and
love and to help my heart be more trusting.
When
I think about this topic I am beginning to realize that much of life
is out of my control. I cannot control what is happening in the
world around me. So much of what is going on around me is beyond my
control. I really don’t like it but then again I am not God. But I
guess a part of me what to be God. That is very sinful and wrong and
yet my desires at times go down that road. So, I guess my trusting
issue is really a issue of letting God be God and relaxing in His
wisdom and care. Today I am going to go forward and trust more.