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I have been doing a lot of reading about trusting God and letting Him have control. I have needed to do this reading. I am sensing that the local Church that God has called me to pastor is in the midst of extreme change. I know in my heart that change must occur but what change and how to help it occur has stumped me. I woke up last night and pondered the situation for a long while. I decided to let God have the problem and then lay there trying to come up with some organized thoughts that would help me. God must laugh at the way I let go and then take it back again. I am drinking my coffee to keep my mind awake and alert as I go through this day. With each sip I repent of how I want to control the future and how things are going to be in my life and the life of others. I am asking God to help me pray and the prayer that never fails, “Thy will be done.” That prayer is really letting go.